It's simple

You shouldn't miss me because there was never an 'us'. 

It could go vice versa, but I mean, in reality, 

I'm not feeling the way you're feeling right now. Sowweee.

But then again, in several months, I could find myself in a daze about the past(which could be right now), and thinking "shoulda, coulda, woulda" while knowing that I could've gotten a second chance of a beginning of 'sumthinn' back then(which would be right now).. BUT it'll be okay. I'll get over it then. It's life. Haaaaaaa. 

You should get with the program now, before it eats you up.

As it goes for all of them, "if we were meant to be, then we will be" - whether it's now or later. So please... you know what to do.

...As for this, it goes to you too.

Catch me when you can

On my mind: Lately, I've been thinking alot. Making myself think about what I want to believe in and what not. My mind has been convincing my soul that I'll make things happen, but my soul has always been telling me that it'll be finneeeee. It's simply stupid. Don't get me wrong, this happened before, my mind and soul going back and forth with each other. But seriously... this is stupid. 

In my life: I can't believe summer is here already. I'm so excited for school to end, Nicole to get her ass down here, graduations and parties, summer school - that'll be worth it, long nights - even if they're on school nights!, beach/pool days, and hopefully other interesting surprises come up - good or bad, it'll be worth it! 

To you: You front like you never felt a thing. So catch me when you can. 

Not feeling it?

Since they do/still/wonder, do you?

Oh wait. It slipped out of my mind for a second.
You're noting like them. It seemed as if you lost your self-consciousness.
Good job, mad praise.

Back up

I like my space. Give me some space and stop being paranoid. I'm not yours, stupid.

"If I were you, I'd wanna be me too."

"whats up with that, yo' girl is duplicating yo' cyber style 'n everyythin, bonita"



- It's okay, I understand where she's coming from >;]

Bad habit

Mister, can you please help me get rid of this bad habit?

SCARRED

These kind of boys will always be boys.

Grown apart

"To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless—it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable."

"To me, I feel like I see that your heart grew unbreakable, impenetrable, and irrdeemable because of your own mind that grew you and your heart apart." 

Oh, how nice............................................

N Y A

Look at you

REMEMBER!











You're erking.

Happy Mother's Day

It's 3:34pm.

The whole day, I spent making my mom some red velvet cupcakes. Hope she likes it. Other than making it, it's either I was eating or watching The Mummy Returns. I should be getting ready for church now.

Oh gosh, school tomorrow. The rest of this month's gonna be a hustle. But can can.

Always was

a fairy, just like you.

OH YES!!!!!!!!

On April 5th. That day. I wasn't the only one. Another COUPLE witnessed it too. "Omg, how to do know that?!". I got my sources >:] I want you to know one more thing.. You better check out one of your boys, cause he's filling me with sources that could take it all AWAYYYYYYYYYYY! =)

UH HUH

You're stupid.

Only faggets do that shit.



when THAT day comes i'll reach cloud 9...... >:]
til then, as of NOW, SORRY BOUT IT K!

Hoo yea

Dumb ass. How come you didn't look at me today! I missed your pretty fucking ugly ass eyes looking into my eyes. And what happened to your car!?! OH wait, I remember. You got pulled over 4 days ago! I'm sorry to hear that :]

Status check!

Getting there

Today was a good day.

This morning, Mark picked me up then dropped me off to school. School was crazy. Lol. Did the usual on friday mornings. Photography's lame though, my picture needs to be developed in a specific way because my exposures are off, but it's okay, I'll get it done, I got it. Ha. World History and Health flew by fast. We had to dress out though for Heath because of our GSH project XP did backflips and other ninja moves. LUNCH topped off my school day. Thank you Cherline and Bradley for helping with my project, lol. Soo nice. I'm so happy that's over and done with! After that was "japanese", it was boring. Haaaaaaaaaaaaa. Anyways, I went home right after school, I didn't feel like going to the spot to somethin somethin. I didn't have anyone to go with anyways. When I got home, just talked to Scott for awhile then Michelle Santos called. She asked me if I wanted to be part of her business project thing and get alllllllll dolled up for a photoshoot and other fun girly stuff with Jam. I was glad to! So I got ready real fast, then Michelle and Jam picked me up and we headed to Patrick's house. Got dolled up and ready. We were suppose to shoot in Kunia, I think, but plans changed to town side because Michelle needed to turn in her scholarship thingy at the airport. Michael drove us, he's a crazy driver. That's what me and Jam think, at least, lol. We met up at the post office over there to meet up with Patrick, Abcde, Kenneth, and Lan. Then we decided to shoot in Chinatown near that "OMG WTF" wall. We tried finding it, but we couldn't. It took us awhile, so we gave up. Then we tried parking in the parking place, but it was full. Then we just decided to walk the strip and park at the Zoo. Lol. When we got to Waikiki, we just did our thang. From the motorcycles, to the bench, to the sidewalks, to the Mariott stairs, to across the street near the beach. Lol. It was fun. We headed back after that. Dropped off Jam home. We were suppose to at McDonalds or something, we were all tired so chilled at Patrick's house for awhile and he cooked for us. I ate a bowl of egg which was berrrnice. After that, me and Abcde had to go already so Michael and Michelle dropped us off. Soooo yeah, just got home. Tomorrow is Jazmyn and Jordyn's bday party, I'm sooooooo looking forward to that! Oh yeeh, and in the morning, I'm going to Kapolei to drop off my summer school app., so that I don't have to worry about doing a math credit on my senior year! :] Soo I'm looking forward to that as well.

OMG, btw, about the Swine flu, hopefully it doesn't hit Hawaii, that would totally blow my plans! :(((((((((

Anyways, I'm getting tired. Soo I'll be off to bed now. I just though I'd share what I did today because I have done a blog like this for awhile.