Dreams

Day Four - 4 times in a row.  Damn, whattttsssss up with my mind.

Black Friday

Yesterday (11/27), around 1030ish, Jeffrey and Kevin picked Kyla and me up. Then Ricky. When we got to Waikele, it was packed. So we just decided to chill outside of Starbucks for awhile. We were bored, so we then decided to go up to the stores and walk around. There was like lines for every store, so it sucked. Jeffrey and Ricky went somewhere, and Kyla, Kevin, and me were really hungry, so we decided to go to McDonalds. It was breakfast already, soooooo we just ate there and chilled for awhile until Will, Sean, Nishalei, and Christian came. Then, chilled for a little bit more, and Will and Sean had to go, so Christian had to drop them off. Nishalei and Kevin tagged along too. So, I was left with Kyla. We met up with her friends and walked around, went into stores. Once we were tired, Chrisitan, Kevin and Nishalei came back, and then we decided to go rest at Christian's house for a few hours. We went and slept. Couldn't really sleep because someone was snoring, plus I was texting with Cherline. So she kept me up too. When it was 5, we headed to Ward just to see how things were going at in4mation. After the driveby, we went to Ala Moana. Walked around and headed to Fitted. Jeremy was already in line, so hooked us upp, haha. It took fricken 2 hours just for us to get into the store -__-, but the boys killed time in some ways. Anyway, I bought my very first hat. Haha, I thought it was black, but no, I just realized that it's brown. But it's okay :) After that, we headed to Exclusive, me and the girls bought stuff. Then went to back Ward fast kine. Then around 9ish, we headed to Taco Bell in Waipahu for breakfast, haha. For my first black-friday-outing, the day was pretty good. Since I was outttttttta my house for 12 hours :) 

Anywayyyyyyyyy, I'm pretty lazy to finished this. So I'll get back to this later.

The Past

People shouldn't indulge with that kinna thing.
It's done. It's over.

But then again, it's that "he-said-she-said-thing".
I mean like, do people think it really matters now?

What can I do?

Even IF THEN something does happen,
They'll probably wanna say "I warned you, I told you so",
and as much as I didn't want it to be another one...
I'll just say "Another lesson learned"


What happens from then? Life goes on.

Another Day

Woke up, dealt with school. It went by fast. At lunch, Will told me about plans tonight. I was kinda speechless because last night, I had a dream about going there with the same people at the same "time". So I was in a daze for awhile. My day was going good until 5th period. Jaz and me thought that he actually didn't come to school, but he did. Damn it. Haha. Anyway, I chilled with Jon after school til my mom picked me up. Picked up Kyla, then slept on the way home. I knew that there were plans tonight, but like always, wasn't too sure about what was really going down. Around 5, Christian them picked us up and we were suppose to watch the sunset at Tantalus, but no. Thanks to Will, ha. I was fine with it though. So Will got what he wanted at the 76 store and we headed towards Tantalus. The ride there was fun. When we got up, we just chilled there for awhile. My sister and I wanted to go to the park up there, but we all knew that if we went, we'd miss Sean's game. So we went to Damien. 

While the game, I called up my big bro because he texted me the random-est thing. We talked for awhile because he was telling me what was up. When he said the things he said, it shook me up. I was thinking "So this is what people were 'so called' trying to tell me". I don't really know what to do now, with all the things he told me. But anyway, after Sean's game, we ate at Blazin Steaks. And headed to my house. Everyone just chilled over here til 12. After that, cleaned up, did this, and now, I'm gonna crash.

Happy

Today, I woke up and got ready for school. School was the same as the past couple of days. I've realized that it's getting crazy though; lockdowns happen more often, fights at lunch daily, etc. It's weird. During midday, I really felt like I should go to NYB, since... yeah. So hopefully, I can. After school was great, I found out that I didn't afterschool til 4! :) My mom couldn't pick me up after school, so I rode with Royce and Cherline. They dropped me off home. At home, just chilled and relaxed. I got really irritated though because...

Anyway, around 530, Christian and Kevin picked my sister and me. Headed to CCD. Had mass. It went smoothly. After mass, chilled at the church for awhile then left for dinner @ Genkis. Tried something new. Something good. It was fun. 

When I got home, I was ready to relax. But I remember about the "$$". I got a little stressed out because someone didn't really kept their word. It's okay I guess. Since now, I'm going to get what I need from someone else. **THANK YOU ♥

Other than all the other things thats bothering me right now, I realized that I'm doing good. I've realized I'm getting useto the point where it shouldn't matter about who thinks about my decisions. Mind over matter. I'm real happy that there's just a few bunch of people that understand me. For me, thats what really counts. And IF it's just another phase of people fronting, I'll just say it's another lesson learned. With or without you, I'm fine. 

"Thats how it's suppose to be in the end; happy."

Beauty Sleep

I just realized 

that 

I'm going 

to

SLEEEEP GOOD NOW :)

Nothing interesting

I woke up, called up Christian to tell him to wake up. Didn't know if I could go out, so we stayed on the phone for awhile and talked stories. We were suppose to go out for brunch or whatever then chill somewhere like last week - But my mom changed her mind about me going out since I've gone out everyday, for the past 2 weekends. So yeah, I just stayed home til 4, then Christian picked me up for church. Church went by. After church, went to Dennys with Christian and Kevin. Then they dropped me off home. And now, I'm just reeeeeeelaxing. 

Even though I expected the day to be more interesting, today was a good day.

Little by little

I woke up today because Kyla unlocked my door to tell me that William them were going to pick us up to watch Twilight. Even though I didn't read the book, I was still down to watch it. So I got ready for it. When William, Sean, and Kevin came, we all just chilled in the living room for awhile until 1030. We dropped Sean to practice, met up with Christian at starbucks, ate at Pearlrigde, and headed towards Pearl Highlands. Twilight was okay, not too bad, not too good. After, we got some ice cream then split because Will had to go somewhere. We went to Christian's house and chilled. My mom started bug, so we headed home. We dropped off Kevin and went to my house. When we came home, we all just chilllled. Around 7 or 8, Christian left. After that, I took a shower. Then, talked to Sean, told our stories. And now, I'm planning for tomorrow.

Anyway, my day went by fast. It was great. Life's getting better little by little, everyday.