This one's for you

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

THIS IS INTERESTING

Wednesday, April 29
You are going to have to make an adjustment in your attitude towards someone you care for. Have you done everything you could? Or have you done too much? Only you can decide where the proper balance lies. Don't let someone demanding come between you and your loved ones.

Lucky Numbers
14, 16, 33, 39, 43, 48
Compatible Sign
Libra

Monday, April 27, 2009

Sorry about it

Ain't your baby, never was, fool, never was.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

I don't know where we're going

but I know we're going somewhere


It's amazing how..

I haven't chased you away yet. You listened to my words and you're still here.




You've been here, always. Thanks, dear.

Friday, April 24, 2009

How nice

I got 7 years bad luck!

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Ooou, I'm scared

Yeah right.



ILY SBIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Sunday, April 19, 2009

They're real lucky

"Relationships don't work they way they do on television and in the movies. Will they? Won't they? And then they finally do, and they're happy forever. Gimme a break. Nine out of ten of them end because they weren't right for each other to begin with, and half of the ones who get married get divorced anyway, and I'm telling you right now, through all this stuff I have not become a cynic. I haven't. Yes, I do happen to believe that love is mainly about pushing chocolate covered candies and, y'know, in some cultures, a chicken. You can call me a sucker, I don't care, because I do believe in it. Bottom line: it's couples who are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as everybody else, but the big difference is they don't let it take them down. One of those two people will stand up and fight for that relationship every time. If it's right, and they're real lucky, one of them will say something." - Dr. Perry Cox 



Saturday, April 18, 2009

Oh please

Your actions speak louder than your words. 

Thursday, April 16, 2009

I have all the right

to say what I want to say. Because you do whatever you want like YOU have all the right.

For you:

You couldn't defeat the purpose unless I allowed to recgonize it for you..
You wouldn't defeat the purpose unless I allowed to recgonize it for you..

I wanted you to.
Really, nobody has been so far in knowing what I've told.
You should've.

But nothing matters though right. 
I'm saving the best for last. Don't worry. Just do what you do. Don't worry.
Juuuusss ketchhhhhhup with me later! I'll be there.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

For you:

You can't say you're happy either.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Headache mode,

again. Whaaaaaaat the haaaaaaaaaaaaaaillllll.

Friday, April 10, 2009

Something you forgot

Manipulation is the key.
Seriously.. Did you not remember that one night in the back of the parking lot; when you explained to me how big I was to you; and when at the stop light, how I told you what YOUR NOT to me? You must've MISTAKEN me. You read me alllll wrong. Don't get me wrong, I never forgot about that.

I mean really, you want that? If you honestly, truly do, then by all means go to whatever you like. By that, all YOUR words that came out of your mouth that which were intentionally given out for MY ears don't mean anything at all.. anymore.

Oh and trust me, I have an idea about how your feeling at the moment. I have as much of a right to do what I want as much as you do wht you want as well. Seriously, "that's how the world goes 'round".


There you are, probably reading this. Thinking to yourself "Oh yah, I remember that one night. How I explained to you how big you WAS, "YOU WERE". You're misunderstanding ME NOW."

To be fucking honest, sincerely I'll say, you have to take a deeper look from my eyes than yours. Because in reality, you could go your own way. That's life. What can I do, what can they do, the choice is in your hands. The only place I'm trying to get is if ... oh wait, you can figure this part out, you're so smart remember??

And even if THAT's the road you'll go on ahead then shoot, remember mines. Cause if you're there thinking, or if it has ever crossed your mind, that I'm a hypocrite and all the things that came out of MY mouth didn't mean shit, then you should fucking take a deeper look in the mirror. That's only IF you go and do what you want..



Mmm.. I believe that's not what you want..
Because in reality baby, you're waaay better than that.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

"Once in a..."

I dreamt about you. I haven't had you in a dream for a long time.
What a coincidence, on the night of a full moon.


All according to:
http://dreammoods.com/

Man
If you are a woman and dream that you are in the arms of a man, suggests that you are accepting and welcoming your stronger assertive personality . It may also highlight your desires to be in a relationship and your image of the ideal man.

Hugging
To dream that you are hugging someone, symbolizes your loving and caring nature. You are holding someone or something close to your heart. Alternatively, it may indicate your need to be more affectionate.

Bunk Beds
To see bunk beds in your dream, represents childhood and innocence. Alternatively, it may refer to diverging and conflicting views of sexuality. You may have difficulties expressing your needs and desires.

High School
To dream about high school, refers to the bounds and friendships that you made while you were in high school. What spiritual lessons have you learned? The dream may also be telling you that you need to start preparing for the real world.

School
To dream that you are in school, signifies feelings of inadequacy and childhood insecurities that have never been resolved. It may relate to anxieties about your performance and abilities. If you are still in school and dream about school, then it will naturally serve as a backdrop to your dream world.��
Alternatively, a dream that takes place in school may be a metaphor for the lessons that you are learning from your waking life.�You may be going through a "spiritual learning" experience.

Guilt
To dream that you feel guilty about something, relates to how you are handling your successes and failures or competence and incompetence. You may feel undeserving of your achievements or on the other hand, you may feel that you have let other down. Alternatively, it is also symbolic of repressed and negative feelings that you may have about yourself


GUILTY AS CHARGED

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

April 7

Tuesday, April 7
Still single? Shame. Doesn't have to be that way you know. If you get yourself out and in the public eye today there is no telling what can happen. Try talking to attractive strangers about the weather. Open your mind and heart, and you will be surprised what walks in.
Lucky Numbers
5, 8, 15, 29, 41, 48
Compatible Sign
Aries

I don't like today. I didn't go to school today. The only good thing I found out was that my english test is probably postponed til Thursday because he had a sub. Anyways, the whole morning, I either slept, ate, or read my english book. How nice. No. In the afternoon, I headed over to Jelly's because I forgot about my superhero project, so I bought a couple comic books. It took a while because I was so picky about which super hero I wanted. Aha. But I found out by that guy Tim or Jim or whatever, that he knew what project I was doing, "The Superhero Genetics, Mom, Dad, Mr Mat's project ". LOL. That was interesting to hear. I guess most of my classmates went to Jelly's for their comic books. After that, me and my mom headed to Pearlridge. I didn't really do anything there, just looked at fXXI, while my mom was shopping in Macys. I talked to Marilyn on the phone the whole time. Then me and my mom ate at Arbys. It was so weird there, I havent had that in foreverrrrr! We headed home, didn't really do anything. I just finished watching Spiderman 2 and the latest ep of KUWTK. Before this, I went on myspace and I saw my horoscope. So erking. OMG. And today, I frcken looked at the moon. It looks like it's going to be a full moon tonight >;[ what a bitch. "You don't know what you have til it's gone" yaw yaw yaw. OK. I'll be on my way towards eating my feelings.

OH BTW, I'm in neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed of a new phone. My fckn trackball broke. So, if any of you guys out there want to help me get some hook ups on a tmobile phone, heeyy! Please and thanks!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

BOO-WHOOO

Why should I give a flyyyyin sh_t about you when don't even care about your family and you put your dumb ass boy first before anyone including yourself.

I know this is harsh but seriously, if you knew how I feel, you'd understand.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

I actually tried once

By the looks of it, I'll never know.

“I try to talk to you, but I don’t know what to say. I am afraid you don’t want me to say anything. So I don’t. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel - like how I miss you and especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart - locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too… but I’ll never know."


- Anonymous